Doing the Made In Heaven album when Freddie was not around and hearing his voice every day. It was kind of torture some of the time. You would get through it after a while, but then it would come back. You'd hear him laughing on a little out-take or something and you'd think "Ah, shit, why isn't he here." It was very tough. Very sad. Um - but the album has his presence all through it. We worked very hard to achieve that and I think we managed to achieve a group album, even though he wasn't there. I would never do it again. It took (sigh) probably two and a half years of my life to - er - assemble some of that stuff. It wasn't easy.